Wednesday, February 26, 2020

"On your back, slave!"

"On your back, slave!"  These are the words i LOVE to hear in the wee hours of the morning as i am awakened from my deep slumber by my beautiful and horny Queen!  i never get tired of hearing those words, as being used by my Queen is really what i live for!  i love rolling onto my back at Her command, as She crawls on top of me and pins me under Her.  i instinctively raise my arms above my head as if my wrists were chained to the headboard, not moving them without asking permission, keeping them there in invisible bondage, and as an act of total submission. 

As my Queen mounts me and begins to ride me, She usually grabs my nipples and uses them as reins, pulling on them, jerking them, twisting them and pinching them harder and more violently as She brings Herself closer to cumming.  As the pain intensifies for me because of Her delight in using my piercings to torture my nipples more and more, i begin to cry out in agony.  This brings on Her orgasm very quickly, as She really gets off on my pain and suffering.  Often, i will end up begging Her for mercy which usually pushes Her over the edge and brings about a quick and intense orgasm. 

At my request we no longer use a safeword, because for me to be satisfied with a scene, i need to know that i truly am completely at Her mercy and have absolutely NO control over what She chooses to do to me.  i trust Her completely and am truly and completely owned by Her, to be used for any purpose, or in any way She desires.  Although it may not be for every couple, it works perfectly for us. 

i get my satisfaction by helping bring my Queen to multiple orgasms.  i can't remember the last time She allowed me to cum, but it has been several months for sure.  On the other hand, there is rarely a day that goes by when my Queen doesn't cum multiple times.  As strange as it may seem to others, i LOVE that i am caged most of the time and almost never allowed to cum, while my Queen gets to cum as many times as She wants every day!  i consider it a great privilege and my duty to ensure that my beautiful Wife is completely satisfied, sexually.  That is what gets me off!


i LOVE when my Queen crawls up and lowers Her pussy onto my face!  She often does this, and i love the feeling of objectification i get as She grinds her pussy against my open mouth and tongue, using my entire face to get off.  i especially love it when She grabs my hair and pulls my face even tighter against Her sopping wet pussy as She violently grinds away until She cums.  i live for those moments!!


Sometimes She will get up to pee, and then crawl onto my face upon Her return to the bedroom, commanding me to lick her clean.  i absolutely LOVE when She does this!!  i love being used as Her toilet paper!  i also love when She doesn't completely empty Her bladder in the bathroom, and saves some pee for me to drink as She lowers Herself onto my open and waiting mouth.




  Lately, i have been fantasizing about being trained to be Her personal urinal.  The thought of Her using me in this way really turns me on!!  i guess it is the humiliation aspect of it that turns me on the most, because being used as someone's toilet is one of the lowest, most degrading things i can imagine.  Also, the thought of being required to drink Her pee by licking it up from a dog bowl on the floor, really turns me on!



  i'm sure these fantasies will come true eventually, as we continue this wonderful and exciting journey into our Wife Led Marriage.  She is a TRUE Dominant and Sadist, and i am a TRUE submissive and masochist.  How can it get any better than that?  ❤❤




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