Thursday, August 29, 2019

Gratitude

i am so grateful for my Wife, my Queen, my Owner!!  She truly does own me!!  i would do absolutely anything She wants me to do.  i may not like it, or want to do whatever it might be, but i would obey her wishes.  It's called obedience.
i love obeying my Queen's wishes!  When i obey, it pleases Her and she smiles.  i LOVE seeing Her smile!!

i've heard of some slaves who deliberately disobey just to face the consequences and be punished.  Personally, i do not like to be punished.  i would rather see my Queen happy with my behaviour than to displease Her and force Her to punish me.

However, just because i dislike being punished, does not mean that i dislike pain.  i am quite the masochist, and enjoy taking the pain my Queen dishes out.  She has a wonderful, nasty, sadistic side, and loves to see me submit to excruciating pain.  She also gets off on requiring me to look her in the eye as she is giving me pain, as She likes to "see the pain" in my eyes.
She knows i will never use the safe word, as i am too proud to do that.  In fact, i recently asked Her if we could dispense with the safeword option, as i trust Her completely, and since She truly owns me, She can do with me as She pleases anyway.
i know... Safe, Sane, and Consensual...  but She is my Wife, and i know that She loves me completely and would never do anything to cause me permanent harm.  Extreme pain, agony and suffering...yes, but permanent harm...no.
Speaking of suffering,  with the long Labor Day weekend coming up, my Queen has been wanting to get in some outdoor play, deep in the woods.  i have a feeling i may be suffering for her pleasure in the mountains this weekend!  😁

1 comment:

  1. Yes you slave ARE my property and when I cause you pain I love and adore seeing the pain and agony in your eyes...and I love how I can take you to your extreme limits without you EVER saying the safeword!!

    I delight in seeing you chained, spread eagled to our bed, with your sweet ass just asking to be caned and whipped till you can't take anymore. Then roll you over so that I may torment your wonderful pierced nipples, first licking, lightly touching them and then pulling, tugging, scratching them till they are sore...then get on top of you and ride you ferociously using your nipples as my reins and watch you cry out in agony while I cum! Mmmmmm!

    Your obedience is always expected, were you to not be the obedient slave that you are, there would be dire consequences...and as you love pain...your punishment would be me ignoring you as if you were not even there, not asking or letting you do anything to please me...

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