Last Day of Locktober. Now NOvember?

Today is October 31st, Halloween, and the last day of Locktober.  Our original intent in participating in Locktober was for my Queen to keep me locked in my chastity cage 24/7, for the entire month, and deny me orgasms as well.  We managed to do that for the first couple of weeks.  However, because of the design of my chastity cage, with the hinge in the cock ring constantly digging into the underside of my scrotum, i developed a sore there, and My Queen released me for a weekend to let it heal.  She also allowed me to masturbate for Her that weekend, and made me lick up all of my cum.  She hadn't allowed me to cum for a few months before that, so there was a LOT built up in there!

Ever since then, She has been unlocking me almost every night before we go to bed, and re-locking each morning.  This past weekend, She allowed me to be unlocked the entire weekend, as She and i were together the whole time.  Also, yesterday was a snow day, and i got the day off work, so my Queen left me unlocked the entire day and all night.  This works well for us.  i get some relief from the pain of the cock ring every night, but when my Queen and i are not physically together, i am still locked for Her.

The last couple of days we have had our grandson staying with us, so a lot of our usual routines and protocols have been suspended.  i really miss them!!!  Yesterday, being home all day with my Queen, i was SO horny!!!  My nipples were actually aching for Her to abuse them!  my nipples are pierced, and She really gets off on abusing my nipples and keeping them sore.  This  pic is of me with my stirrup piercings.

 Sometimes when we are lying in bed, She will pinch and twist my nipples so hard that i am begging Her for mercy, and She will cum from seeing me in so much agony!  i LOVE that!!  She REALLY has a sadistic side when She can cum with no physical stimulation, but just by the act of inflicting pain on me.

Her sadistic side used to scare me a little when we were first dating, but at the same time, it excited me!  i realized that She was the real deal.  i craved a woman who would actually get extreme pleasure from making me suffer, and She was that woman!  i NEED that!  i told Her i loved that, but the only thing i asked, was that She keep me tightly restrained and gagged.  Tightly restrained for Her safety, as i get angry and raving mad because of the pain sometimes, and my first and only instinct is to fight back.  Gagged because i need to be able to scream out without worrying about the whole neighborhood hearing it.

my Queen has warned me that over time the pain and suffering She inflicts upon me will get worse.  She pushes my limits all the time, and i welcome that!  This is one of the reasons that our weekend of hell fantasy is so appealing to both of us.  It will be an opportunity to really experience S&m in the most true form.  She can live out Her nastiest sadistic fantasies and i can live out my sickest masochistic fantasies.  We both need this!!

my Queen bought me a new gag recently, a leather bit-gag, but we haven't had the opportunity to try it out yet.  I've been seeing some penis gags on Tumbler, which look interesting too.  Being gagged with Her dirty panties and socks is a huge turn on for me.  Maybe someday She will pee in Her panties, and then stuff them in my mouth and gag me with them... 😉😁❤

So now that Locktober has come to a close, will we be participating in NOvember?  Yes, i believe we will.  We will be participating at the level that works for us.  Will i be allowed to cum during NOvember? That, is entirely up to my Queen.   😊❤⛓🔒❤

i Am The Luckiest man In The World!!

i am the luckiest, most fortunate,  blessed man in the world, to be married to my beautiful, sexy Wife and Queen!!  i have needed Her and searched for Her my entire adult life!  And, She tells me that She has done the same for me.  😊❤❤

One of the countless reasons i am so grateful for Her is because of the way She has embraced this FemDom lifestyle.   She tells me that, throughout Her life, She always had thoughts and fantasies along these lines, but was never able to act on any of them for various reasons.  She said She was always the bossy one, growing up, who liked getting Her own way, and having things done the way She wanted them to be done, but She was never able to carry that bossiness into the bedroom...until now.  She says i have brought that out in Her, allowing Her to BE Herself.  And, in turn, She has allowed me to BE myself as well!

i have always yearned for someone who would take control of our relationship...take initiative in the bedroom...be the boss...use me for Her pleasure and allow me to make HER life easier.  i LOVE when She says things like, "slave!  I need my coffee warmed up." Or, "slave!  I can't reach my reading glasses." when they are on the table by Her recliner, just out of reach from Her comfortable, reclined position.  i LIVE for the opportunity to serve Her needs in this way!

Last night, we were relaxing in the livingroom,  my Queen in Her recliner, reading... me lying, naked on the couch, as She likes me to do so She can look at Her property.  She got up to use the restroom and when She returned, She was holding Her favorite rawhide, knotted flogger.  She said, "slave!  On the floor between my legs!", as She seated Herself on the front edge of Her recliner.  i licked Her to one or two orgasms, and then She ordered me into the bedroom to continue with our fun.  That knotted flogger really HURTS, and She really gets off on the pain She inflicts as She beats my back with it!  The closer She gets to cumming, the harder and faster She hits me!  It is VERY intense!!

i licked Her to several more orgasms (i lost count) before She said "I'm done with you." And we returned to our places in the living room.  I LOVE things like this!!!

This morning, She woke up to use the restroom, and i was already awake.  When She returned, i felt my pillow being jerked out from under my head as She straddled my face.  "Lick off My pee!" She said. "I didn't wipe in the bathroom...your tongue is better than toilet paper!"  Oh, how i LOVED that!!  She took delight in rubbing Her pussy all over my face as i lapped up every drop of Her pee!  Then, i continued licking, quickly bringing Her to a couple of orgasms, as i reached up and played with Her nipples.

Afterwards, as we were spooning under the covers, she began playing with one of Her nipples, and i, the other.  Soon, She was cumming again, and shortly thereafter,  again!  She rolled over and played with mine, teasingly,  but stopping short of allowing me to cum.  i LOVE how Her keeping me denied and locked, makes me so much more submissive.  i would do anything for Her!!

Yes, i truly AM the luckiest man and slave in the world!!!  Thank You, my Queen, for taking complete ownership of me and using me for Your pleasure.  my pleasure comes from pleasing You!!!

Consensual Slavery Contract

Over the weekend, my Queen and i finally signed our D/s contract, officially making me Her owned slave and property.  In my last blog post, i promised, after obtaining  my Queen's permission, to post a copy of our contract here for all to read.  Please feel free to copy or use any or all of it as your own.

Consensual Slavery Contract

This contract of consensual slavery between _____________________, hereinafter referred to as “slave” and ________________, hereinafter referred to as “Queen”, is, and will be in effect for an unlimited time, as long as both parties continue to honor the contract.  This contract may be amended at any time by the agreement of, and by being signed by both parties.


slave’s Role

slave wishes to be owned by his Queen, completely, as Her property and agrees to love, honor, serve and obey his Queen, at all times, on a 24/7 basis.  slave agrees to give total control to his Queen in all decisions and situations as She may choose. slave agrees to make himself available to be used in any manner chosen by his Queen, whether sexual or domestic, at all times, when not at work or engaged in other non-scene activities as granted by his Queen.  The slave agrees to be bound, restrained and/or otherwise held captive by his Queen as She wishes, and for as long as She may choose. slave agrees that his Queen may, at Her discretion, choose to include others in scene related activities.


Queen’s Role

The Queen wishes to own Her slave, completely, as Her property on a 24/7 basis, and agrees to love and respect Her slave, and honor slave’s written hard limits.  The queen has the right to use Her slave for any purpose or activity, whether sexual or domestic, at any time She may choose. The Queen has the right to punish, tease, torment or torture Her slave for any reason She chooses, even if only for the sole purpose of Her entertainment or sexual satisfaction.  The Queen has the right to mark Her slave’s body in any way she chooses, either temporarily, or permanently.

The Queen agrees to engage in aftercare as appropriate after each scene or activity to ensure the emotional and physical well-being of Her slave.

The Queen may, at Her discretion, choose to include others in scene related activities, but agrees to monitor or supervise those activities to ensure the safety and well-being of Her slave.


Protocol

When in private, or out of the hearing range of others, slave will address his Queen as “my Queen”.  In public, or around non-scene friends and family, slave may address the Queen as “my Love”, or “Sweetheart”.

When in private, the Queen will address Her slave as “slave”, or any other name or term She chooses.   When in public, the Queen may address Her slave by his first name, or any other name she chooses as appropriate for the situation.

When in private, or in a scene situation, Queen and slave will assume their natural roles as Dominant Queen and slave, and all protocols will be in effect

When in public, or any non-scene situation, Queen and slave will act as if in a regular, vanilla relationship, although slave will always defer to his Queen.

slave will be required to be naked at all times when in private, unless directed otherwise by his Queen.

The Queen has the right to require Her slave to dress in a manner that is pleasing to Her at all times, whether in private, or in public.

slave will be required to wear his collar at any time as directed by the Queen. Upon those times, slave will kneel and present his collar to his Queen and place his hands behind his back while being collared by his Queen.  slave will also be required to wear jewelry or other symbols that represent his slave status as directed by his Queen.

slave is always required to be locked in his chastity cage, especially when not in the physical presence of his Queen, unless permission is granted otherwise by his Queen for special situations.  If allowed to be uncaged for the night by his Queen, slave will always present himself in an appropriate manner each morning for his Queen to attach the padlock to the chastity cage. His Queen will always keep the key with Her, on Her physical body, and may choose to wear it openly to indicate to others that Her slave is locked in chastity.

slave will be required to perform housework and other domestic tasks as directed by his Queen and may also be required to perform these tasks while naked, in chains or other restraints, or while dressed in any manner as his Queen may choose.

slave will be required to perform personal care duties such as massages, pedicures and foot rubs at any time as directed by his Queen.

slave acknowledges that his Queen will require him to perform tasks which may be unpleasant to Her slave, including tasks that may be humiliating to Her slave, either in private or in public.

Slave has requested of his own will that the use of safe-words be suspended, as he totally trusts his Queen’s judgement on the severity and duration of any activity in which She may wish to engage.

 This contract is signed on __________________________________


By ________________________________ – Queen


By ________________________________ - slave

Under Contract

We finally did it!!  my Queen and i finally finished creating our D/s Contract and signed it yesterday.  We have been working on creating this document for most of the two and a half years that have passed since we first met.  We wanted to create the perfect document for "us", and since our marriage and D/s relationship has grown and has been evolving constantly, our contract has been a continuous work-in-progress.  We realize that our relationship will always be evolving, and this document will need to be amended from time to time, but it is a good start, and will serve as a wonderful guide and reminder of the fundamental workings of our Wife-led marriage (WLM).

As with any D/s contract, there is nothing that is legally binding, or that would hold up in a court of law.  However, it is an agreement that we have made with each other to govern the dynamics of our WLM.  The contract will remain in effect indefinitely as long as we both continue to honor it.

After obtaining my Queen's permission, i plan to post a copy of our contract here.  i am very pleased with the wording and simplicity of the whole document.  i believe it is a perfect representation of the dynamics and ideals of our WLM, and communicates, specifically, the rights and roles pertaining to each other, and clears up any vagueness or assumptions about protocol or any circumstance or situation that may occur.  Up to this point, we have only been guided by our verbal agreement, so it is wonderful to finally have something in writing that we both agree to, 100%, and have indicated so by enthusiastically signing our names to the document in total commitment.

A Weekend of Hell

Lately, i have been thinking a lot about a fantasy i have held for a long time.  my Queen and i have discussed this fantasy in depth, and i being the masochist that i am, and She being the wonderful sadist that She is, we become VERY turned on by it!  Basically, it is about me being held captive as Her prisoner for an entire weekend, and being subjected to constant pain, humiliation and torture throughout the duration of my captivity.

We have a spare bedroom in our home that we are planning on converting into a dungeon/playroom which would be a perfect place to make this fantasy a reality.  Or, we have even discussed renting a secluded cabin in the mountains with a suitable bedroom, basement, or garage that could be converted into a temporary dungeon.  At any rate, She could choose to invite some of our scene friends to participate, which would add an element of surprise and offer variety to the ordeal i must undergo.

So my fantasy begins on a Friday evening after work  and ends on Sunday evening.  My Queen has me write and sign a contract that serves as our agreement that i give my consent to anything that may happen to me for the duration of my imprisonment.  This includes anything short of permanent injury requiring medical attention.  If She allows others to participate, She will supervise to ensure my safety.  The contract also states that my imprisonment and associated torture will be for a 48 hour duration, and any request or demand made by me to end it sooner will be denied.  i, for some reason, NEED to experience this, and i need it to be REAL!!  i don't want to be able stop it or control anything about it.

So, here is what i am envisioning, and of course, my Queen will have complete control over how this all plays out, and what of this She will use in Her actual scene, if any of it.   Except for my cock cage, i am kept completely naked for the entire time of my imprisonment.  Unless my Queen releases me to accommodate some activity that would require it, i am chained by the neck to an anchor in the floor or wall that is short enough to keep me from being able to even sit upright on the floor.   For the most part, i must remain lying down, or on my hands and knees.  My meals, must be eaten from a dog dish, and my hands will be cuffed behind me or otherwise restrained to make eating difficult.

My food will consist of table scraps or other unpleasant but not unhealthy choices made by my Queen.  My only drink is water i must drink from a dog bowl that My Queen often refills with Her pee.  For my bathroom needs, i am given a chamber pot for a limited time at various intervals throughout the day and night.

my Queen will visit me at times of Her choosing to use me for Her sadistic pleasure.  These visits may include sexual activities with Her and/or others, but always will include some kind of pain, humiliation, or torture for me to endure.  I will dread to hear Her enter the room, as i know Her visit will involve more pain for me.  i will be gagged while being tortured to quiet my screams, and will be blindfolded at various times at the discretion of my Queen.

In addition to my neck chain, during much, if not all of my imprisonment i will be bound or restrained in some way.  Often i will be tied in some sort of predicament bondage, and left to suffer for the enjoyment of my Queen.   A baby monitor with a video camera will be used to watch every move i make when my Queen is not in the room with me.  This will be for safety reasons, and also for my Queen's enjoyment as She watches me suffer for her entertainment.

Whatever happens during the weekend, i want to be sore and feel totally used and abused afterward.  I want to have marks, cuts, scratches, bruises and even mild burns on my skin to reflect the tortures i have endured.  But most of all, i want to know that my Queen's sadistic side has been temporarily satisfied, and that She achieved the sexual satisfaction She enjoys from these types of scenarios. ❤⛓🔒❤

Oh, What a Night!

Oh, what a wonderful night it was last night, because my Queen is SO wonderful!!!  i could tell She was planning something for the evening as we drove home from work, because She was not talking much, and seemed to be deep in thought for much of the hour-long drive.  As soon as we walked in the house, She told me to go get my cuffs and come back to the living room.  i did as instructed, and She had me do a strip-tease for Her before putting the leather cuffs on my wrists and ankles.

She then had me meet Her in the bedroom where She gave me instructions on how She wanted the hang-ups (heavy nylon/Velcro straps with D rings) attached to our log bed.  While She was in the bathroom, i prepared our bed as She wished, and per Her instructions, fastened my ankles to the lower log bed rail, and my wrists to the upper log rail on the canopy, where i stood and waited for my Queen.

When She returned, i could see that She was naked except for the strap-on that She was wearing.  Oh, how beautiful and sexy She is!!!  She came up behind me... Her sexy, firm breasts rubbing against my back... Her arms around me... her fingers tweaking my pierced nipples!!  Oh, how i love Her soft, sexy, feminine touch and caresses!!!  She is SO beautiful and sexy!!!  i am, truly,  the luckiest man in the world to be married to this incredible, sexy, extraordinary woman!!!

My Queen also has a sadistic side, which i love and also need!  And soon, Her loving caresses came to a halt as she picked up Her flogger and began using it on my backside.   This particular flogger is made of softer leather, so it doesn't cause as much pain as a couple of Her other ones, but it was only for a warm-up.  Soon She switched to the multi-cane thing that REALLY hurts, and then a pingpong paddle and  finally, Her favorite cane.  She worked me over for quite a while, while switching back and forth between implements,  and had me crying out in pain many times during the ordeal.  i believe She came at least once, and maybe twice while inflicting me with all that pain.  It was AWESOME!!!

After that, She released me and had me lie across the bed while She attached my wrists to chains locked onto the headboard and footboard logs.  She fastened my ankles together and lubed up Her strap-on.   It had been a while since She had fucked me in the ass, so i was pretty tight and it really hurt at first, but i soon got used to it and relaxed a bit.  My Queen fucked me hard as she pulled my head back by the hair and sctatched my sore back with her sharp fingernails.  She cam two or three more times, and then pulled out and released me.

After removing Her strap-on,  She had me lie on my back while she straddled me and sat on my face.  i LOVE it when She sits on my face!!!  She came a couple more times as i licked and sucked on Her clit and tongue-fucked Her pussy.  my Queen is a sexual dynamo!!  i have never seen a Woman who can cum so many times in a row!!

Then, She told me to kneel between Her legs while She lied on her back and masturbated with Her vibrator.  She told me She wanted to see me jack off and cum.  She placed Her foot in my face for me to lick, which always drives me over the edge, and i soon, was squirting cum all over her.  i can't remember how long it had been since i was last allowed to cum, several months at least,  so i came a lot!!  There was a lot built up in there!!  Then, She made me lick up all of my cum from Her body before She came a few more times herself from using Her vibrator!!

Afterwards,  She got dressed and told me to clean everything up and put it away.  i felt wonderfully used and abused!  i NEED this FLR, FemDom lifestyle!!  i LOVE it!!!  Thank You, my beautiful, sexy Wife and Queen!!!  i LOVE serving You!!!   ❤❤⛓🔒❤❤

Delightfully Sadistic

Yesterday was a much better day being locked back in my chastity cage.  The larger cock ring allowed some movement of the device, and other than an occasional pinch, was much more comfortable to wear.

my Queen has a delightful sadistic side, and really gets off on my suffering for Her.  Usually, She enjoys knowing that my cock cage is causing me some pain and suffering, thus keeping Her authority and the fact that She owns me on top of my thoughts.  But She also loves me, and cares about my health and well-being. 

Just wearing the steel cock cage 24/7, with the constant weight of it hanging from my manhood, is a constant reminder that She owns me.  For example, at work, the device causes pain in my balls every time i  have to bend or squat down to pick up something from the floor.  i also have to be careful when getting out of the car, to avoid pain in my balls, or pinching of my cock or ball sack.  i have to pee sitting down, as the cage causes the stream to split into multiple directions.  Also, after peeing, cleanup is much more of a chore, involving stuffing toilet paper in through the openings of the cage and drying myself and the cage.  Lying on my stomach is an interesting task, as well.  Licking my Queen's pussy while She relaxes on the bed is challenging, as the cage does not want to lie flat under me without pinching my balls.  So, yes, in every thing i do throughout my day, i am constantly reminded of Who owns me, and i am SO grateful for Her!!

It was wonderful to get back into naked slave mode yesterday evening!  Our grandson had been staying over for the past two nights, so our usual protocol was suspended.  But yesterday evening we were able to resume our normal routine of me worshipping my Queen's feet before giving them a nice long lotion massage.  She had a couple of nice orgasms while i sucked Her toes, and then She had me lick Her pussy while She whipped my back with Her favorite flogger.  She came again with me moaning during a flurry of painful lashes on my back!  Yes, i am a masochist and She is a sadist!  i LOVE IT!!!

Back In The Cage

After my Queen so graciously allowed me 36 hours of reprieve from being locked in my cock cage 24/7 for the past two weeks, i am back in my cage again today, and loving it!  Of course, i was not allowed to cum, nor did i want to cum.  i love the feeling of horniness and submissiveness i feel when being denied for long periods of time.  In fact, i recently read a very interesting post in another blog about this phenomenon. Check it out at:
https://femaleleduniversity.tumblr.com/post/188207710093/ejaculation

i switched to the larger cock ring that came with my cage, which i'm hoping will help with the tightness when my balls try to retreat from the cold.   i thought i had been using the smallest ring, but discovered that i had been using the medium sized one of the three.

Other than the soreness i mentioned in my last blogpost, i have actually grown to love being caged, and all that it represents.  I LOVE the fact that my Wife/Queen has control of my manhood in this way!  She does own me, and so She has every right to lock up Her slave's cock if She wants to.  Her owning me, completely, is O/our choice, and O/our destiny.  W/we both believe that W/we were destined to meet up at this point in our lives to fulfill contracts we made with each other during O/our life between lives.  And W/we believe that i have been Her slave in previous lifetimes.  W/we have, literally, been searching for each other O/our entire lives!  That's why O/our previous relationships and marriages felt so empty...like there was always something missing.

i love and adore my Queen, and i am thrilled as She takes control of more and more of my life.  Her taking active control of my cock has been an interesting and exciting journey, and is one more step toward the deep level of control and ownership i crave.  ❤⛓🔒❤

Two Weeks In The Cage

It's been two solid weeks that i've been locked in my chastity cage 24/7.  The past couple of days have been a hard struggle for me, not because of my desire to get hard or cum, but because of the almost constant pain of the ring locked tight around my scrotum.  i use the smallest cock ring that came with my device, because in the past, i've had trouble with  my right testicle slipping through the larger ring and retreating up inside me whenever i would get cold.  The smaller ring prevents this from happening, but it becomes so tight when i am cold, that it really causes extreme pain to the skin of my scrotum.

My Queen and i went camping over the weekend,  and there was a cold wind blowing a good part of the time, which caused me to be cold.  The cock ring on my cage was extremely tight all weekend, and i developed a sore spot under my ball sack from the hinge on the ring.  Last night, the pain had become almost unbearable.   my wonderful, awesome Wife and Queen saw how much i was suffering and took pity upon me.  She released me for the night, to let me heal up some, and told me to not wear my cage today, either.  i am still in chastity, just not wearing my cage today.

i love and appreciate my Queen so much!!!  As much as She enjoys watching me suffer for Her, She knows when i've reached my limit, and when to give me some relief.  i am SO grateful to be owned by Her!  i absolutely, love adore Her with all my heart, body, mind and soul!!!

Awesome Birthday

What an awesome birthday i had yesterday!!!  It was a busy day, though, with work, then rushing home to get the camper ready for this weekend's camping trip.  But all day, i was semi-hard in my cage in anticipation of the evenings activities.

my Queen and i drove to work separately, and it is Her expectation that whenever i am home before Her, i am to greet her at the door, naked and on my knees, hands behind my back.  I love doing this!!  Sometimes She will text me during the day and give me specific instructions on how She wants me to present myself, like whether i should be in my leather collar, or wearing my wrist and ankle cuffs, or wearing my bra and hot pink panties etc.  i LOVE obeying Her wishes, and pleasing Her when She arrives!!

Yesterday evening,  i finished with my chores and took a shower, then i laid out a variety of chains, my cuffs, a few paddles, Her favorite floggers, and a cane, for Her approval on which items to take with us on our camping trip.  Soon, She sent me a text saying She was about five minutes away.  This was my signal that it was time to kneel, naked by the door and wait for Her car to pull in the driveway.

After greeting Her at the door, we both hurried to get dressed for our night out to celebrate my birthday.  We had wonderful night with our friends, and listening to some awesome music.  Of course my Queen seized every opportunity to objectify me, which i found delightfully humiliating!  😁

When we got home, She told me to get naked and wait for her in the bedroom.  i did as instructed and then helped her fasten a set of heavy-duty velcro straps to the middle of the side rails on both sides of our heavy log bed.  She directed me to put on my leather wrist and ankle cuffs and lay on my belly across the bed, where she securely attached me to the bed, my feet on one side and my hands on the other side.

She selected a pingpong paddle, a leather slapper, and a cane of sorts (i don't  really know what it's called) that has multiple small canes about 3/16" gathered into a handle on one end, and loose on the other end.  She climbed up on the bed, made Herself comfortable and after a brief warm-up period, started giving me my birthday spanking!  Of course, She made me count each one of the swats, sometimes spacing them so close together, it was hard for me to keep up!  She alternated between the implements and laughed and giggled as i cried out in pain.  Sometimes She can cum just from whipping or caning me, but i don't know if She did this time.  At any rate, as much as i had wanted this spanking from Her, i was glad when it was over!

After releasing me, she let me check out my bright red ass in the mirror before chaining me to the headboard and footboard for the night.  i LOVE when She chains me to the bed for the night!!  No, i don't sleep very well, but i love waking up and realizing i am chained.  It is such a wonderful feeling!!  And being locked in my cock cage just adds to the whole experience!  I can constantly feel my semi-erection, and it makes me feel SO wonderfully submissive!!!  i LOVE IT!!!

THANK YOU, my QUEEN  for a wonderful birthday!!!!!   i LOVE YOU!!!  😘❤⛓🔒❤😘😘😘