Awesome Monday

i know, most people don't like Mondays, as it marks the end of the weekend, and the first day back to the old grind.  And, i usually tend to agree with this thinking.  However, yesterday was an awesome Monday for me, and was the perfect way to wrap up an awesome weekend!

One of the things that made yesterday so awesome was that my new chain collar arrived in the mail!

Last night, my Queen placed it around my neck right before i gave Her Her nightly lotion foot massage.  It is perfect!!  It's very heavy, 9 millimeter, wheat-link, stainless steel chain.  It is just a little bit longer than it will need to be, but by the time the clasp is removed and the ends are soldered together, it should fit my neck perfectly as a collar.  i am really looking forward to my Queen having my new collar permanently attached around my neck!

The second thing that made yesterday so awesome is the fact that i am now locked in my cock cage again.

i have been free for the past 6 months because of various things that have been going on in my Queen's and my lives.  i have never been all that thrilled about being caged, and i am thankful that my Queen would release me at night and on the weekends when we were together.  So why am i so excited about being locked again?  It is all because of an evening last week where my Queen had to remind me of my place.

Last Thursday evening we went out to a local brewpub, as we do almost every Thursday, to meet our group of vanilla friends and listen to some other friends sing and perform.  Without going into detail, my behavior was very displeasing to my Queen.  We have been together for a little over 2 years, and have not even had an argument during that time.  But She was really angry with me, for good reason!  i had disappointed Her and overstepped my boundries as Her slave.  Needless to say it was very long night, that i NEVER, EVER want to repeat!

But i believe that everything happens for a reason, and this incident has caused me to really reflect on our relationship and my need to serve my Queen.  One of the things She told me that night was that She was going to start locking me in my cage every day again.  At first, i was dreading it, but the more i thought about it, i realized that it is a perfect way for me to prove to my Queen my level of commitment to being Her property and slave.  The cage is heavy, uncomfortable, and is constantly pinching me and causing me pain.  But it constantly reminds me that i am OWNED, and it was my decision to become my Wife's  property and slave.  i NEED this.  i NEED HER!!

So, after much thinking and reflecting on this, i have really realized how fortunate i am to have found the Woman i've been searching my whole life for.  She is exactly my perfect match, in every possible way!  i am SO grateful for Her!!  To show my gratitude, i am joyfully re-committing myself to loving and serving Her in the best ways i possibly can.  One of those ways is by volunteering to be locked in my chastity cage 24/7, only being released when She wants to release me.  I want to suffer for Her.  She enjoys making me suffer, and believe me, i do plenty of suffering in this cage.

i love You, my Queen!!  Thank You for allowing me to serve You and be Your knight as well as Your slave.  i am so sorry that i forgot my place in our relationship!  Thank You for reminding me of Who i belong to, and how fortunate i am to be Your property and slave.  ❤😊