Oh, What a Night!

Oh, what a wonderful night it was last night, because my Queen is SO wonderful!!!  i could tell She was planning something for the evening as we drove home from work, because She was not talking much, and seemed to be deep in thought for much of the hour-long drive.  As soon as we walked in the house, She told me to go get my cuffs and come back to the living room.  i did as instructed, and She had me do a strip-tease for Her before putting the leather cuffs on my wrists and ankles.

She then had me meet Her in the bedroom where She gave me instructions on how She wanted the hang-ups (heavy nylon/Velcro straps with D rings) attached to our log bed.  While She was in the bathroom, i prepared our bed as She wished, and per Her instructions, fastened my ankles to the lower log bed rail, and my wrists to the upper log rail on the canopy, where i stood and waited for my Queen.

When She returned, i could see that She was naked except for the strap-on that She was wearing.  Oh, how beautiful and sexy She is!!!  She came up behind me... Her sexy, firm breasts rubbing against my back... Her arms around me... her fingers tweaking my pierced nipples!!  Oh, how i love Her soft, sexy, feminine touch and caresses!!!  She is SO beautiful and sexy!!!  i am, truly,  the luckiest man in the world to be married to this incredible, sexy, extraordinary woman!!!

My Queen also has a sadistic side, which i love and also need!  And soon, Her loving caresses came to a halt as she picked up Her flogger and began using it on my backside.   This particular flogger is made of softer leather, so it doesn't cause as much pain as a couple of Her other ones, but it was only for a warm-up.  Soon She switched to the multi-cane thing that REALLY hurts, and then a pingpong paddle and  finally, Her favorite cane.  She worked me over for quite a while, while switching back and forth between implements,  and had me crying out in pain many times during the ordeal.  i believe She came at least once, and maybe twice while inflicting me with all that pain.  It was AWESOME!!!

After that, She released me and had me lie across the bed while She attached my wrists to chains locked onto the headboard and footboard logs.  She fastened my ankles together and lubed up Her strap-on.   It had been a while since She had fucked me in the ass, so i was pretty tight and it really hurt at first, but i soon got used to it and relaxed a bit.  My Queen fucked me hard as she pulled my head back by the hair and sctatched my sore back with her sharp fingernails.  She cam two or three more times, and then pulled out and released me.

After removing Her strap-on,  She had me lie on my back while she straddled me and sat on my face.  i LOVE it when She sits on my face!!!  She came a couple more times as i licked and sucked on Her clit and tongue-fucked Her pussy.  my Queen is a sexual dynamo!!  i have never seen a Woman who can cum so many times in a row!!

Then, She told me to kneel between Her legs while She lied on her back and masturbated with Her vibrator.  She told me She wanted to see me jack off and cum.  She placed Her foot in my face for me to lick, which always drives me over the edge, and i soon, was squirting cum all over her.  i can't remember how long it had been since i was last allowed to cum, several months at least,  so i came a lot!!  There was a lot built up in there!!  Then, She made me lick up all of my cum from Her body before She came a few more times herself from using Her vibrator!!

Afterwards,  She got dressed and told me to clean everything up and put it away.  i felt wonderfully used and abused!  i NEED this FLR, FemDom lifestyle!!  i LOVE it!!!  Thank You, my beautiful, sexy Wife and Queen!!!  i LOVE serving You!!!   ❤❤⛓🔒❤❤

Delightfully Sadistic

Yesterday was a much better day being locked back in my chastity cage.  The larger cock ring allowed some movement of the device, and other than an occasional pinch, was much more comfortable to wear.

my Queen has a delightful sadistic side, and really gets off on my suffering for Her.  Usually, She enjoys knowing that my cock cage is causing me some pain and suffering, thus keeping Her authority and the fact that She owns me on top of my thoughts.  But She also loves me, and cares about my health and well-being. 

Just wearing the steel cock cage 24/7, with the constant weight of it hanging from my manhood, is a constant reminder that She owns me.  For example, at work, the device causes pain in my balls every time i  have to bend or squat down to pick up something from the floor.  i also have to be careful when getting out of the car, to avoid pain in my balls, or pinching of my cock or ball sack.  i have to pee sitting down, as the cage causes the stream to split into multiple directions.  Also, after peeing, cleanup is much more of a chore, involving stuffing toilet paper in through the openings of the cage and drying myself and the cage.  Lying on my stomach is an interesting task, as well.  Licking my Queen's pussy while She relaxes on the bed is challenging, as the cage does not want to lie flat under me without pinching my balls.  So, yes, in every thing i do throughout my day, i am constantly reminded of Who owns me, and i am SO grateful for Her!!

It was wonderful to get back into naked slave mode yesterday evening!  Our grandson had been staying over for the past two nights, so our usual protocol was suspended.  But yesterday evening we were able to resume our normal routine of me worshipping my Queen's feet before giving them a nice long lotion massage.  She had a couple of nice orgasms while i sucked Her toes, and then She had me lick Her pussy while She whipped my back with Her favorite flogger.  She came again with me moaning during a flurry of painful lashes on my back!  Yes, i am a masochist and She is a sadist!  i LOVE IT!!!

Back In The Cage

After my Queen so graciously allowed me 36 hours of reprieve from being locked in my cock cage 24/7 for the past two weeks, i am back in my cage again today, and loving it!  Of course, i was not allowed to cum, nor did i want to cum.  i love the feeling of horniness and submissiveness i feel when being denied for long periods of time.  In fact, i recently read a very interesting post in another blog about this phenomenon. Check it out at:
https://femaleleduniversity.tumblr.com/post/188207710093/ejaculation

i switched to the larger cock ring that came with my cage, which i'm hoping will help with the tightness when my balls try to retreat from the cold.   i thought i had been using the smallest ring, but discovered that i had been using the medium sized one of the three.

Other than the soreness i mentioned in my last blogpost, i have actually grown to love being caged, and all that it represents.  I LOVE the fact that my Wife/Queen has control of my manhood in this way!  She does own me, and so She has every right to lock up Her slave's cock if She wants to.  Her owning me, completely, is O/our choice, and O/our destiny.  W/we both believe that W/we were destined to meet up at this point in our lives to fulfill contracts we made with each other during O/our life between lives.  And W/we believe that i have been Her slave in previous lifetimes.  W/we have, literally, been searching for each other O/our entire lives!  That's why O/our previous relationships and marriages felt so empty...like there was always something missing.

i love and adore my Queen, and i am thrilled as She takes control of more and more of my life.  Her taking active control of my cock has been an interesting and exciting journey, and is one more step toward the deep level of control and ownership i crave.  ❤⛓🔒❤

Two Weeks In The Cage

It's been two solid weeks that i've been locked in my chastity cage 24/7.  The past couple of days have been a hard struggle for me, not because of my desire to get hard or cum, but because of the almost constant pain of the ring locked tight around my scrotum.  i use the smallest cock ring that came with my device, because in the past, i've had trouble with  my right testicle slipping through the larger ring and retreating up inside me whenever i would get cold.  The smaller ring prevents this from happening, but it becomes so tight when i am cold, that it really causes extreme pain to the skin of my scrotum.

My Queen and i went camping over the weekend,  and there was a cold wind blowing a good part of the time, which caused me to be cold.  The cock ring on my cage was extremely tight all weekend, and i developed a sore spot under my ball sack from the hinge on the ring.  Last night, the pain had become almost unbearable.   my wonderful, awesome Wife and Queen saw how much i was suffering and took pity upon me.  She released me for the night, to let me heal up some, and told me to not wear my cage today, either.  i am still in chastity, just not wearing my cage today.

i love and appreciate my Queen so much!!!  As much as She enjoys watching me suffer for Her, She knows when i've reached my limit, and when to give me some relief.  i am SO grateful to be owned by Her!  i absolutely, love adore Her with all my heart, body, mind and soul!!!

Awesome Birthday

What an awesome birthday i had yesterday!!!  It was a busy day, though, with work, then rushing home to get the camper ready for this weekend's camping trip.  But all day, i was semi-hard in my cage in anticipation of the evenings activities.

my Queen and i drove to work separately, and it is Her expectation that whenever i am home before Her, i am to greet her at the door, naked and on my knees, hands behind my back.  I love doing this!!  Sometimes She will text me during the day and give me specific instructions on how She wants me to present myself, like whether i should be in my leather collar, or wearing my wrist and ankle cuffs, or wearing my bra and hot pink panties etc.  i LOVE obeying Her wishes, and pleasing Her when She arrives!!

Yesterday evening,  i finished with my chores and took a shower, then i laid out a variety of chains, my cuffs, a few paddles, Her favorite floggers, and a cane, for Her approval on which items to take with us on our camping trip.  Soon, She sent me a text saying She was about five minutes away.  This was my signal that it was time to kneel, naked by the door and wait for Her car to pull in the driveway.

After greeting Her at the door, we both hurried to get dressed for our night out to celebrate my birthday.  We had wonderful night with our friends, and listening to some awesome music.  Of course my Queen seized every opportunity to objectify me, which i found delightfully humiliating!  😁

When we got home, She told me to get naked and wait for her in the bedroom.  i did as instructed and then helped her fasten a set of heavy-duty velcro straps to the middle of the side rails on both sides of our heavy log bed.  She directed me to put on my leather wrist and ankle cuffs and lay on my belly across the bed, where she securely attached me to the bed, my feet on one side and my hands on the other side.

She selected a pingpong paddle, a leather slapper, and a cane of sorts (i don't  really know what it's called) that has multiple small canes about 3/16" gathered into a handle on one end, and loose on the other end.  She climbed up on the bed, made Herself comfortable and after a brief warm-up period, started giving me my birthday spanking!  Of course, She made me count each one of the swats, sometimes spacing them so close together, it was hard for me to keep up!  She alternated between the implements and laughed and giggled as i cried out in pain.  Sometimes She can cum just from whipping or caning me, but i don't know if She did this time.  At any rate, as much as i had wanted this spanking from Her, i was glad when it was over!

After releasing me, she let me check out my bright red ass in the mirror before chaining me to the headboard and footboard for the night.  i LOVE when She chains me to the bed for the night!!  No, i don't sleep very well, but i love waking up and realizing i am chained.  It is such a wonderful feeling!!  And being locked in my cock cage just adds to the whole experience!  I can constantly feel my semi-erection, and it makes me feel SO wonderfully submissive!!!  i LOVE IT!!!

THANK YOU, my QUEEN  for a wonderful birthday!!!!!   i LOVE YOU!!!  😘❤⛓🔒❤😘😘😘

my Birthday

Today, Locktober third, is my birthday.  i LOVE knowing that i will spend the day and night locked in my chastity cage!  Yes, i could ask my Queen to release me for the day, and allow me to cum, but that would be pointless.  For one thing, that would defeat the purpose of participating in Locktober.  Also, my asking would be disrespectful to my Queen, as it is Her decision as to whether i should be locked or not.  i am Her property, and She ultimately controls every thing about me. Not as in micro-managing my every move, but but by setting rules based upon Her expectations of how She wants me to act and behave.

i LOVE the dynamics of how our Female Lead Relationship (FLR) works!!  my Queen has certain expectations of me.   For example,  She expects me to always put Her wants and needs first.  i love that!  She expects for me to be a gentleman, to be Her knight, Her protector, Her loyal servant.  i love that!  She expects me to help make Her life easier in any way i can.  i love that!  She expects me to obey Her commands, immediately, and never keep Her waiting.  i love that!  She expects me to follow Her rules about me being naked whenever we are inside our home together.  i love that!  She expects me to listen to Her rants after She has had a difficult day, and not try to offer advice.  i am learning that!   i could go on and on but my point is that i LOVE catering to my Wife's wants and needs more than my own.  i LOVE submitting to Her!!

i LOVE how much more submissive i feel, the longer i am not allowed to cum!  She has controlled the frequency of my orgasms for the past two years, and we both have come to the realization that the longer She makes me wait between orgasms, the more submissive i am.  I really can't remember how long it has been since my last orgasm.  Probably a month or two.  But Her locking me in the cage has just heightend my level of submissiveness to the point where i would do absolutely anything She asks of me.  She truly OWNS me!!

my Queen asked me what i wanted for my birthday.   i told Her i really didn't want anything other than a birthday spanking, and to have my new chain collar permanently attached.  We plan to go out tonight, as we do most every Thursday to see our friends perform and to visit with our other friends that are fans.  But, no matter how the day plays out, the most important thing...the thing i will love the most, is spending time with my beautiful Wife and Queen!!

Locktober???

Today is October 1st, and according to the chastity blogs i follow on Tumblr, it is the 1st day of "Locktober".  It is a challenge to all chastity key holders to keep their men locked in chastity cages for the entire month of October, with no release.  my Queen hasn't given me any indication of Her desire to participate in this challenge, but i invite Her to do so if it would please Her.

Over the past week, i have grown into the feeling of being caged 24/7.  Oh, i still suffer from the pinches and pulls on my balls, and the frustration of not being able to become fully erect.  But, at the same time, my masochistic mindset has me loving every minute of it.  Every time i bend down to pick up something off of the floor at work and feel the painful tug on my balls, i think of my Queen and the fact that She owns me.  When driving, and my jeans are pinching the skin on the head of my cock as it protrudes out from between the bars on my cage, i think of my Queen Who owns me.  Every time i walk into the men's room and proceed past the urinals to the stalls where i must sit like a girl to pee, i think of my Queen Who owns me.  i am so thankful for my Queen  Who owns me!!  i LOVE BEING OWNED!!! i LOVE BEING CAGED!!! i LOVE my WIFE and QUEEN!!!  ❤⛓🔒❤